New Week, New Start!

This morning I got this week off to the right start, I got my ass to the GYM! I feel so much better knowing that I already have my work out knocked out for the day!  Today is going to be long one I put in a full day at the office then its off for training to start my new cocktail job! I am going to be so busy I gotta figure out how to manage Two jobs, working out and Mommy time! 

Im excited though I feel as if I am starting to get back on track and get things straightened out again since having baby Ella. 

Wish Me Luck This Week Is going to be a BUSY one, I can't wait! :)

Hold me

Some nights like tonight while Ella is sound asleep in her crib I just wanna pick her up and hold her all night long! She is growing up so fast and getting so big.  I have never been more in love with anything in my whole life.  Being a mom is such a wonderful gift! 

A Difference 2 Months can be!

                                                        JUNE 2010                 VS       AUGUST 2010

I still got a ways to go but this mama is working on getting back in Shape! 

Door Knob Wine Stoppers!

NapaStyle Wine Stopper

 

 

 

 

 

Saw this while I was surfing the web today, What a cool idea! Being the wine drinker I am, I love this!

8 Weeks Old Today

My Sweet baby girl is 8 weeks old today and hasn't been feeling too good. Bless her heart I hate knowing she isn't her normal happy baby self!! Today at the office it's just her and I and all she wants is her Mama to hold her, so what am I doing? I am holding her while I work and tie up some lose ends here at the office before we head home for the weekend.

Stops crying when in her mommy's arms, makes me feel so special!

Coffee Talk

This past week has to gone as expected.  Don't you hate it when you really look forward to something with so much anticipation and excitement and then it ends up not happening?!?! I have been disappointed and had my feelings hurt this past week by a really good friend and sadly it looks as though they are just walking away from it.  Amazing how a simple thing like getting a phone call saying "Im sorry" sometimes never seems to happen.  I'm at a loss. But I keep telling myself that enjoyed the time I spent with the friend and move forward from here.

Coffee From All About Cha in Edmond

Sunday I saw a good friend at mine at church that I hadn't hung out with since last summer when we both use to party.  Its awesome how much the two of us has changed so much in just a years time.  We had Coffee last night and talked a lot of past mistakes we made and how we have become the people we are today.  It was so encouraging to have a friend listen to my hurt and concerns and offer the best advice possible, Give it all up to God.  I have felt a strong conviction about some things in my life that I knew wasn't God's best or his will for me.  In some areas I fill like it's hard to give it all to God and have to remove myself from relationships that do not honor God. 
I attend LifeChurch and the current series is called "Toxic," this weeks title is Toxic Friends. A message that I feel like God has been trying to get me to listen to for a long time now.  The more I am trusting in God and obeying his will the more I see that he is going to take care of me.  Now that I have a daughter to rise my life can no longer be selfish and lived just to please my own desires.  I am praying that I keep my focus on God because I know that people will always let you down and I have to put my trust in God and not in man.

6 Week Old Ella Joy

SWEET BABY ELLA 

6 Weeks Old Tomorrow! :)

Ella loves to kick her legs and move that long body! 

This melts my heart! 

I took these pictures today at the office, she is sooo good while her mama works!

I still find it surreal at time that I am a mama!  But look how lucky I am! I have never been happier in my whole life! I can't believe that after 9 urr 10 months of being pregnant I have the best baby in the world.  I am so blessed, look at that face! She is such a happy and clam baby (unless she is hungry).  Tomorrow my baby will be 6 weeks old I feel like these 6 weeks have gone by so fast.  My friends who have children all tell me the same thing "Enjoy this time, it goes by fast!" and they are right it does. And you bet I soak up every minute with this sweet baby!