Pug and Brown eyed baby!!!

Okay any one who knows enough about me knows I love pug dogs!!!! This is the cutest YouTube EVER! It melts my heart! 

This girl is pretty much what I always pictured my little girl looking like and the pug and her seem like best friends! 

Makes me wanna get a pug for Ella :) Watch this clip and tell me your not in love with these two! 

Vaccination is Not Immunization

So I finished reading book last week, Vaccination is not Immunization by Tim O'Shea.  I posted it on my facebook wall and got a lot of feedback on both sides of this controversial issue. I had never give much thought to vaccines before.  And I did not even realize that a child in American now receives their first vaccine that day they are born! And its for hep B, which after reading research on what hep B is I wonder WHY the hell are we giving a shot with 30x's the safe amount of mercury for a 180lb person to a newborn!!! I am an open minded person and I am willing to listen to both sides but really since when did the FDA and Government stop worrying about money and truly have the people's best interest in mind! The answer is THEY HAVN'T. I encourage every parent to read this book.  Think about this do you really think it's safe to combine 3 vaccines into one shot and then give it to a child all in the same day?? Should we really believe what the FDA tells us as 100% truth or should we question and research what we are being told?!!? I believe that our future children are at risk if we as parents just lay by the waste side and do whatever we are told by Doctors,  The TV, The Food Companies and Corporate America. We are so lazy in this Country! We went a quick fix to everything and industries are always coming up with the "answers" we are looking for.  The great thing about living in American is we got get to make up our own minds.  We get to choose if we want to live a healthy life style or not.  We have the choice the workout, smoke, take drugs, drink alcohol, eat healthy food, ect.  Everyone has their own views on what is okay for them and their family and respect that.  I feel confidant in the direction I'm headed and the choices I am beginning to  make for me and my family. 

Googled it....

"Natural Ways to Induce Labor"

My Results:

• SEX
• WALKING
• CASTOR OIL
• SPICY FOOD
• HERBS
• ACUPUNCTURE 
• MASSAGE 
• PINEAPPLE

Well.... I have been walking, getting acupuncture, and eating some what spicy foods. The Sex method is not an option for me and the Castor oil I can't do (heard horror stories , ugh!).  I will keep walking and getting acupuncture and I will have to try eating pineapple. OH! and I'll schedule a message for this weekend.

Keep your fingers crossed! I am so uncomfortable and the heat is really starting to murder me!!! I would Love to see beautiful Ella sometime next week! :)

BitterSweet...

I am really excited that my Best Friend is going to be able to be in Oklahoma when Ella is born!!! She is currently driving to Oklahoma this week from Washington State.  It's bittersweet though because she is going through some family stuff right now and traveling back "home."  My heart goes out to her, I love this girl so much and hate to see her sad.... But on a selfish note I am looking forward to her being able to at the hospital when I have Ella just like I was able to be there when her son Jace was born.  It really amazes me how much we have been through... 

Two-Paths...

I feel like my life has been going pretty slow here lately, like I am stuck going in a straight line  just waiting to have this baby so my life can really start. Every thing is about to change for me...EVERYTHING! 

There are so many life choices I am playing out in my head.  Everything is so uncertain to me right now. I don't know if I should save up to buy a house or hurry out of my parents and move into a rent house?? I wonder if I should go to school knowing that if I do my life will be consumed with taking care of a baby, work, and school to fill up any free time instead of friends? I guess I am looking for answers that are impossible for me to know until I get to that fork in my life.  For now I am still pregnant just waiting to see how things are going to be as a single mom.  I can't wait to get ENERGY back. I feel like someone has drained the life out of me lately. The worst part is knowing that it's all going to get worse better it gets better.  I am ready to get this show on the road! Hurry up labor I want to get you behind me!

Escape Wanted:

I just what an escape today... 

I need a place to just clear my head and get away from all these distractions ......

Days like today I wish I lived by the water, be able to leave my phone at home and hear nothing but the water..

20 Days..

 37 Weeks Pregnant With 20 DAYS Til Due Date!

Man, 20 days! Sounds doable, right? I have less than 3 weeks til my due date.  I know it could be longer but I'm believing it will be sooner than later.  Only time will tell! :) I am scared to death about the labor but ready to get it done and over with! I can not freakin wait to met little Ella Joy Romano!

I have no idea what it will be like, that moment when I first lay eyes on MY baby!!! This life that I have been creating inside of me and taking care of for the last 9 months! Nothing in my life has ever come close to the Joy I know it must be like! I know the greatest moment in my life is about to happen any day now! 

How Exciting is that? I am so blessed knowing that this wonderful day is coming so soon! 

Every day I want to wake up and be filled with excitement knowing that this could be the greatest day of my life!  So this morning I woke up an was in a wonderful mood, I wonder if today will be the day? Or will it be tomorrow? Waiting to see ! :-)