Saturday, May 29, 2010

Two-Paths...

I feel like my life has been going pretty slow here lately, like I am stuck going in a straight line  just waiting to have this baby so my life can really start. Every thing is about to change for me...EVERYTHING! 
There are so many life choices I am playing out in my head.  Everything is so uncertain to me right now. I don't know if I should save up to buy a house or hurry out of my parents and move into a rent house?? I wonder if I should go to school knowing that if I do my life will be consumed with taking care of a baby, work, and school to fill up any free time instead of friends? I guess I am looking for answers that are impossible for me to know until I get to that fork in my life.  For now I am still pregnant just waiting to see how things are going to be as a single mom.  I can't wait to get ENERGY back. I feel like someone has drained the life out of me lately. The worst part is knowing that it's all going to get worse better it gets better.  I am ready to get this show on the road! Hurry up labor I want to get you behind me!

Friday, May 28, 2010

Escape Wanted:

I just what an escape today... 
I need a place to just clear my head and get away from all these distractions ......
Days like today I wish I lived by the water, be able to leave my phone at home and hear nothing but the water..

Thursday, May 27, 2010

20 Days..

 37 Weeks Pregnant With 20 DAYS Til Due Date!



Man, 20 days! Sounds doable, right? I have less than 3 weeks til my due date.  I know it could be longer but I'm believing it will be sooner than later.  Only time will tell! :) I am scared to death about the labor but ready to get it done and over with! I can not freakin wait to met little Ella Joy Romano!
I have no idea what it will be like, that moment when I first lay eyes on MY baby!!! This life that I have been creating inside of me and taking care of for the last 9 months! Nothing in my life has ever come close to the Joy I know it must be like! I know the greatest moment in my life is about to happen any day now! 
How Exciting is that? I am so blessed knowing that this wonderful day is coming so soon! 
Every day I want to wake up and be filled with excitement knowing that this could be the greatest day of my life!  So this morning I woke up an was in a wonderful mood, I wonder if today will be the day? Or will it be tomorrow? Waiting to see ! :-)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Acupuncture and My Tuesday...

Yesterday was an eventful day for me! It was my Dad's birthday, which I thought went awesome.  It was a pretty chill day at the office and I left early for a doctors appointment.  Everything is looking good! I am now 37 weeks, my baby is concerned full-term now.  My weight has been almost the exact same for these last two months.  The last check up I had lost 2lbs, this appointment I gain 2 lbs so I am back at the same weight I have been! Awesome, I'm glad is staying consistent! My doctor checked me for the first time to see if I was dilated. Found out that I am not dilated yet, but I'm 80% phase which means my body is getting ready for labor! YAY! But I also got scared I still don't see how a baby is going to fit it's way through (ouch!)!  My OB then let me know that I could have this baby ANYTIME now and also that it's safe to have her anytime now!
After the doctor I went to my Chiropractor to get adjusted.  After I told him about my doctors appointment he asked it I was wanting to start acupuncture to help induce my labor.  I said "YES!" then he asked
"So, your ready to have this baby as soon as tonight then, right??...Because it could induce you that fast..."  
WOW, that stopped me in my tracks! No, I am honestly not "ready" but then again how can I be, I feel like it's going to be a fly by the seat of my pants type deal! I am making sure however I do the best I can to be ready and prepare in any way I can!
So yes we started acupuncture yesterday.  He put tiny needles (like the one in the picture above) in both of my small toes, inside of my ankles and in my wrist.  Then I was told to lay there for 15 minutes. Just 3 minutes into it I could feel my body responding.  Then I started to feel ready sick! My sister in law came into the room and helped me sit up which made me feel better. I had started to sweat and feel a little light headed.  The doctor came in and put two more acupuncture needles in the webbed part of my hands (between my thumb and pointer finger) to help take away the nausea, it worked.  I sat there for the remanding time and was fine.
Later that night I went to dinner with my parents and then to a coffee shop to hang out for my Dad's Birthday.  Once I got home I went to change into some sweat pants, as I lifted my left leg into my pants I got a sharp piercing  pain running up through my body and I froze! It hurt sooo bad! I after the pain stopped I started walk and on my second step, as I came down on my right leg I felt my body wanting to collapse.  I was in pain.  I could not put any weight on my right leg or it caused awful pain in my groin area! I know I had pulled something or that something was not right.  This pain lasted all night! Which ment I was CRAWLING to the bathroom for all my many pee brakes that I have to take! Awful night and awful pain that brought me to tears.  I could barely sleep, if I moved to fast or the wrong way I felt that pain.  The only way to keep from hurting was to not move the lower half of my body at all.
I woke up this morning felling a little better, I still can't put much wight on my right side though.  I went to my chiropractor again and was told I had a spasm and to take it easy it's starting to heal... We are also going to do acupuncture again tomorrow.
So today I am trying to take it easy as I crawl or walk funny til this pulled whatever gets better....(sigh)....

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Happy Birthday to My Dad!

Today is my Dad's Birthday! 
We had a nice lunch at Lottenvilles and I bought him some "not of this world" t-shirts that he loves to wear on his bike rides.  I can not express how grateful I am to have such a wonderful father.  He does so much for me and our family.  His love for my mom and his kids is never ending.  I love working as his office manager and would have never dreamed being this happy working with family!!! 
God has truly blessed our Romano Family! 
Love You Dad!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
My Dad in I in Cali '09 Neptune's Net (YUMMY)
Glad we know not to take life too serious! :)

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Sleepless while Pregnant...

(Photo by: matthew genitempo)

My sleep schedule is so messed up these days! I can't fall asleep at night to save my life! Of Course the mornings I can't get enough sleep I want to stay in bed til noon! I wish I could get back on a normal sleep cycle, however I feel that Ella just isn't going to let that happen.  Thankfully the hard burn isn't as bad anymore, but I still can't sleep with the frequent kicking and the many bathroom runs through out the night! I can't wait to one day get back on a normal sleep schedule ! 
25 more days til my due date.....25 more days ....

Friday, May 21, 2010

To Live in La ...


(Blow) Dry Bar



Wow I just love this idea! It's called Dry Bar.  No Cuts and No Color they just blow dry and style your hair!  I am in love with the Design of the Salon and the Idea! 
You can go in right before a date or a girls night out and get your hair styled while relaxing with a glass of Champaign! LA really does have the best places! I can't wait for the next time I visit, Ill HAVE to check this place out!